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third eye

The Third Eye is a symbol of our consiousness with the world that we know. The Indians believed that when a baby was born, it had a really soft spot in the middle of its head where a third eye was said to be. The eye held unlimitless knowledge because it could see the world with the most open-mindedness. As the baby begins the feel hunger, desire and etc. the eye closes shut, and it is said that it takes an entire life time for the third eye to be reopened.
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    Me and Frank Jamming
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The greatest thing is being able to take a breath.
My friends are my salvation.
I pray for the stability of mankind, especially in this time of war.
Today in speech we did our presentation on the legalization of drugs. It was pretty good I thought. I hope we get a good grade.
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    Evenessence
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How calm and collective the world seems to turn. When suddenly it stops... You're going to fly off when it does.
Im sick and tired and down right fed up with school.
I baught a really expensive pen today that I think I already lost.
If paitence is a virtue, where the hells my dinner...!
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    Evenessence
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Everything that has Density and Mass is considered Matter.
Everything that is open space is considered the Ether.
Does Air have a mass and a Density? Is it opinionated? What do YOU think?
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    sdfsd
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Work

I have to go work at 3:45 today. Now I'm just trying to waste as much time as possible cuz I know I'm going to have to be there until midnight. What a drag. Saturday night down the drain. But I did manage to enjoy last night however. I fucking missed D-hall in the morning which made me really pissed off, so I drove all the way back home and then I took a shower, and I was getting mad, but I stopped an realized that there is no point in beind mad about missing morning D-hall if I was the one who got there too late. Anyways, I did manage to stay for afterschool D-hall, me and a few people got stoned, and then Frank and me went back to D-hall.
Everything made me laugh. After D-hall I went over to Lauren house and we smoked some white rhino. it was goood. Then We ordered one of those 4x4 pizzas or whatever. Ooooh it was so good. Then i went and got pichler from work at Jack in the crack. and i met up with dustin, and we went over to pichlers and smoked a couple bowls of kb. Then i went home and passed out. I woke up this morning feeling ok. I went over to sarahs again this morning... after I took and shower and everything. and i asked her if she thought i needed to shave, or maybe i could wait an other day. She was like.. you should shave today, so i came home and im about go into my bathroom to shave b4 work.
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    Adema - 2nd cd
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Everything is going pretty good, I think that I am finnally begining to realize things that I have pondered for my whole life. Questions are starting to be answered, and now I have better attitude and onlook to life. I know it sounds corney but I think time away from my parents has caused me to appreciate how much that actually have done for me, and that they do love me, dispite my habits and how awful I act towards them. Its starting to look like my entire perspective is irrational and that I'm the retard at fault behing my own dismay. Whatever the case, and However the outcome Im going to uphold the integrity I have
i guess this is growing up
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    the televison
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stoned?

IM SO STONED. This morning I woke up and got Pichler and then we came back and smoked like two bowls before we went to school. Then at school, we both got Taps, and at the line we see Connor and Jen. We were just there talking, and we were geeking and shit. And then David comes up. We all got tapped and I was like "ok lets go to my house", so we all came to my house and David went to his house, and then came to my house, and he had like a 1.5 grams of coke, and he gave every1 a bump. it was fucking badass. He gave me like two big ass bumps.. and I was soooo fucked up for 6th period. I couldn't even comprehend the lesson. It was all radical. Then during math I left early, met up with pichler and frank. Saw Matt and Alison and were like "hey come smoke" so we all go to pichlers, and matt matches me a few more bowls. Then at 3, we all go to Jack in the Box and drop Sarah off. I ate a burshetta chicken ciabatta which was really delicous, but I dont think Ill ever get it again cuz it was $6.47- But, I ended up going to work, really drugged up. I was having trouble with my customer service and I was really wasted for a good half of my shift. At work, I saw some lady run right into the pillar the HEB and knock her sons nose right into the handle of the baskit, it looked like it hurt so bad, and I feel really sorry for that kid. But After work I went to Laurens house and smoked some kb with Travis. We went to HEB to get a lighter and we saw Frank working at the express line and I even saw Joyce (one of the MICs from my store). Then I came home...
Here is a poem that I wrote to honor my previous entry.

Tormented scripture
Fermented hate
Offended creature
Thus has been slain.
Apart from its essence
Awoken in fear
Immortal existence
Entrancing leer.
And if it may vary (to)
An elequent dream
I may rest in peace
For so it seems.
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    Rush 212
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Today I went to school and I presented my informative speech on ecstasy today during 1st period. It was funny, cuz i worded everything so politically correct so that the teacher wouldn't call the principal thus calling my house. My speech was badass, I totally informed the class on almost everything about the drug. After school, I came back to my house and smoked a couple bowls, then I went to work early around 3:45 instead of 4. Those bitches stuck me on register 1. The first fucking person they see when they wanna check out. I was kept busy all day. And in the middle of my first hour, the cash drawer got stuck (3 fucking times) and I had to call 3 different managers, and a book keeper to help me open it, it was totally embarassing. After I got home I went for a run, about 15 minutes long, came back and ate some chicken and rice.
I wrote this a while back, and I thought I would share it with you all:

Opening my arms to embrace,
this potion as a cure-all,
Choosing what I want, I will do
Running but as soon as I fall.
I realize now what I belong to,
Confusing words and bitchery,
Sorry if I cannot help but,
place you in my treachery.
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    MY MOM IS PISSING ME OFF
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Last night was pretty cool. Alison, Dustin and Matt came to my house with a bottle and we just sat in my room listening to music and taking shots. Then around like 9, we all went over to Matts house and we just sat there and smoked pot and got drunk. This morning I went to work and I was all hungover and shit. I was having trouble operating the checkstand until- alas! water saved me again. I came home. Then I drove to T-Mobile to see if it was my battery, or if my phone was messed up. And.. it was my phone. So they are sending me a new one that will take 3-5 days.

I'm sick of my livejournal being more of a daily agenda that I share with people. I wish it was more of a journal, in which I could express more personal thoughts, instead of my words being so exposed to the public. It's odd, cuz I wish I could add more.. but I dont want any wrong words to get out, and have my livejournal being a damn reference to "shit talking" or the start of some fancied rumor. I think in a week... im going to delete all my entries and make my livejournal a poetic medium. Im sorry if this bothers anyone.. ha
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    Deftones - Be Quiet and Drive
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Today was a really interesting day. It rained pretty hard. I had to go to the Sac room. I went to work. I went to Pichlers after worked and I got ripped off on some kb. It was like 40 dollars from barely over a gram and half. Then when I was riding in the car home I had my Math binder (the one with Chino on it)and I put it in my passenger seat, and then Passenger started playing in the radio. I just got ripped off in Diablo 2, i thought i was going to trade for an anni charm, and i lost my delerium UM and rare balrog blade. I think Im going to completely stop playing that game.
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